Once again all the things are getting to me. I am currently lying on the floor of my housemates room talking about all the things.
I feel like I can't clear my head long enough (or at all) to make a decision that I am comfortable with. About anything. Everything is jumbled and overlapping and the less important things are taking up to much space and the important things are floating around in giant broken puzzle pieces. I try to tell myself to "take it one day at a time" as they say. But that is not practical. You can't schedule things one day at a time. So for me, it's one week at a time. I can deal with that.
I still am having to schedule my life 3-6 months in advance, for work and school and giving myself a vacation, but the day to day, what I need to get done and where I need to be when, that is one week at a time.
Tomorrow is the last day of school at the Shining Star Waldorf School and I have never been more ready for break. I can't wait to close my eyes, exhale, and put that puzzle away for a least a couple weeks before preparations for fall begin.
I feel like I can't clear my head long enough (or at all) to make a decision that I am comfortable with. About anything. Everything is jumbled and overlapping and the less important things are taking up to much space and the important things are floating around in giant broken puzzle pieces. I try to tell myself to "take it one day at a time" as they say. But that is not practical. You can't schedule things one day at a time. So for me, it's one week at a time. I can deal with that.
I still am having to schedule my life 3-6 months in advance, for work and school and giving myself a vacation, but the day to day, what I need to get done and where I need to be when, that is one week at a time.
Tomorrow is the last day of school at the Shining Star Waldorf School and I have never been more ready for break. I can't wait to close my eyes, exhale, and put that puzzle away for a least a couple weeks before preparations for fall begin.
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