Tuesday, March 20, 2012

Sunshine & Irony

I feel like the amount my life is shortened by everything bad for me I do anyway, doesn't affect my overall life expectancy because of how incredibly happy I have been in the last 24 hours, it surpassed the deficit.
 For the past 2 days my best friend from college has been staying with me in my new home. Her band is with her and I love them all. I am so elated and I can't get enough words out of mouth fast enough. I have a fear of losing some of the ones that are constantly circling in my head trying to fight for themselves to be spoken. I have cried tears of sheer joy and love not only multiple times today, but since they arrived.
This is a utopia and a contentedness I feel I have never experienced before. I was telling her last night as we sat on my porch smoking cigarettes telling each other how much we love each other, that there is a level to our friendship that was not only unexpected but is like no other relationship I have. She has been using this word to describe families of friends and I love it. She calls me part of her tribe. We don't live in the same place, yet when we are together it's like we have been living on the same land for years. We know each other so deeply, there is no re-acquaintance that needs to happen. It's just a catch up. Our truest desires of who we are and who we want to be have not changed and we can still feel that from each other.
The band is talented and haunting and touching. I am so proud of them and her and am excited to have these wonderful people in my tribe for the rest of my life. 
 This girl. 
Taken by Alwynn

 Taken by Alwynn

 The three of us are what kept me living a life I didn't want. 
I am so happy I can now have both.

 Passion

 Patience

 
Euphoria.

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